The Girl Moves In Other Ways

Mercury Rev “Nite and Fog”

Mercury Rev’s album All Is Dream came out on September 11th, 2001. I was in the city for 9/11, I watched the buildings fall with my own eyes across the river in the loft I shared with seven other people in DUMBO, long before it became the fancy Wealth District it is today. I did not get a copy of All Is Dream until a week or so after its release, and I closely associate the music with going home to the Hudson Valley for a while to… I don’t know, hide? It was a really weird and paranoid time and no one knew what to expect. I guess I needed to be around the river and the mountains and trees I grew up with, that I was so eager to escape the entire time I lived there.

Mercury Rev are from the Hudson Valley too, though further north than where I’m from, up in the Catskills. Their music sounds like home to me, and I closely associate it with the beginning of autumn. This is hard to explain – it’s not any particular musical element, but more the way their aesthetic on their late ‘90s through mid ‘00s material resonates with the vibe of the area. A lot of music conveys a “nature” feeling, and that’s not what this is. It’s about the texture and light, physical space and the history of it all. It sounds like the Hudson Valley the way most Sonic Youth sounds just like whatever version of New York City existed at the time of the recordings. I don’t expect this to make sense to anyone else, but I am certain that on some level this is their intention.

There’s a lot of whimsy and romance in Mercury Rev’s music. Jonathan Donahue has an odd voice, he always sounds kinda like a heroic but very sensitive elf on some sort of quixotic quest. “Nite and Fog” is a sort of skewed love song, it’s about a man who has fallen in love with a woman who he barely understands and knows he cannot please. He feels lost, literally and figuratively. Donahue sings the song with great sincerity, his frustration comes off as sweet and earnest. He does not seems at all angry about not being enough for her, and when he sings “but you want it all” in the chorus, he sounds like he genuinely wishes he could give her everything. It’s funny that a song so melodramatic and grandiose would be above all other things an expression of deep humility.

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