October 9th, 2026 2:04am
Start My Life As A Martyr
Spike Fuck “Getting Sober”
“Getting Sober” is a type of boogie rock song that was old fashioned back when Marc Bolan and David Bowie made it the basis of glam over 50 years ago. It’s foundational rock music – groovy and flamboyant, sexy but silly, tapped into cultural roots but unapologetically artificial. There’s a lot of glam pastiche, but I think what Spike Fuck is doing here is a lot more sincere and heartfelt than straightforward genre emulation. They’re tapping into a tradition in the hope of finding something distinct about themselves within it. To unlock something, to see themselves from another angle. And while the song is explicitly about getting clean, the emotional center is about learning to see themselves a new way. Listen to how much feeling goes into how they sing the chorus “every time I look in the mirror I see…” The phrasing changes a little, like they’re trying it on, getting used to it before really owning it: “I see what is, and what could have been.”
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The way Cute Door manipulates volume on this track is very clever: whispered verses rich with assonance to maximize ASMR ear tickle, a vocal delivery that ducks behind the beat like she’s hiding from something, that sudden jolt of redlined bass that threatens to blow her cover. As with previous Cute Door songs, she’s blending horror and rap tropes from the perspective of the young ingenue, though it’s always unclear whether she’s the prey or the predator. And of course it’s very horny, but I get the sense that’s mostly in reaction to the tension and terror.
Cute Door “Flash Bucket”
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